It has been far too long since the last time i wrote on my blog, and I must say that I miss it. There has been so much going on that I haven't really taken the time to put update my thoughts. Part of the reason is because I don't think that many people are interested in what I have to say. That is a temporary mindset, however, and I quickly return to the mentality that I have plenty to share with the world.
This entry will be short and sweet, but one of many that I will continue to submit for your reading pleasure.
Until next time...
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Sharing My World
Every morning I wake up, my goal is to be a blessing to each and every person I encounter throughout the course of my day. I smile every morning because I'm so grateful for another opportunity to smile at someone else during the day. I feel like in some small way, a smile from me blesses someone else.
I love my job and thoroughly enjoy going to work each and every day. I work with students all day long and it makes my heart happy to see these little faces on a daily basis. Helping them understand information and being emotionally available to them is important to me because children need to know that learning is awesome and that there are teachers in the world that absolutely love what they do. My world is enhanced greatly because of my students.
Love has found me...true love. It's the most amazing thing I think I've ever experienced in my life and I'm so happy. I'm finally at a place in my life where I can truly be myself and not have to worry about how I'm received by the other person. I'm free to love the way I was designed to love and he receives me with all his heart and soul...amazing. Absolutely amazing.
I'm completely in awe of how God moves and works in my life. There's a boldness and confidence that comes along with freedom. Freedom from worry and concern about what other people think and say. Freedom from self doubt. There is liberty in love...true love.
Thank you Jesus, that finally I'm free...
I love my job and thoroughly enjoy going to work each and every day. I work with students all day long and it makes my heart happy to see these little faces on a daily basis. Helping them understand information and being emotionally available to them is important to me because children need to know that learning is awesome and that there are teachers in the world that absolutely love what they do. My world is enhanced greatly because of my students.
Love has found me...true love. It's the most amazing thing I think I've ever experienced in my life and I'm so happy. I'm finally at a place in my life where I can truly be myself and not have to worry about how I'm received by the other person. I'm free to love the way I was designed to love and he receives me with all his heart and soul...amazing. Absolutely amazing.
I'm completely in awe of how God moves and works in my life. There's a boldness and confidence that comes along with freedom. Freedom from worry and concern about what other people think and say. Freedom from self doubt. There is liberty in love...true love.
Thank you Jesus, that finally I'm free...
WOW...I've done it again...
Well, I've done it again...
I want so badly to keep my blogs going but stuggle with finding the proper inspiration to do it. I struggle with what to say and how to say it, even though I have so much I feel like I can share with the world. There have been some wonderful updates in my life that I'd love to divulge, however, I'm not sure how to share it, when to share it, or even if I should share my world via blog at all.
What in the world should I do? How do I maintain this blog? I want to share what's in my heart, but I'm not sure if it should just go into a book...or my dear blog?
I'm just emptying my head of some of my thoughts right now...
I want so badly to keep my blogs going but stuggle with finding the proper inspiration to do it. I struggle with what to say and how to say it, even though I have so much I feel like I can share with the world. There have been some wonderful updates in my life that I'd love to divulge, however, I'm not sure how to share it, when to share it, or even if I should share my world via blog at all.
What in the world should I do? How do I maintain this blog? I want to share what's in my heart, but I'm not sure if it should just go into a book...or my dear blog?
I'm just emptying my head of some of my thoughts right now...
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Black History Month
February is one of my favorite months of the year. I know that sounds so weird to say, but I'm a huge fan of Black History Month. It used to bother me that black history gets the shortest month of the year, but I'm not limited to one month of learning about my heritage. African Americans have such a rich history, especially in the United States of America.
I love learning tidbits of information that most people don't know about the amazing contributions of Black people to these united states. So, each day I'll share with the world all kinds of historical information about my people...Black people.
I'm ethnocentric, yeah I know. I have love for all people...ESPECIALLY Black people!
So, on this day (01 February) in Black history:
1902: Langston Hughes, one of my FAVORITE authors, was born.
1926: Carter G. Goodson aka the Father of Black History, succeeded with all his efforts to have Negro History Week. He started his fight in 1915, and wanted it to be in February because he felt that it would pay homage to and honor the birthdays of two people whom he felt had dramatically affected the lives of African Americans, Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglas.
1976: Black History MONTH begins!!
I don't want to overload you with TOO much Black history, but this is a great start to learning something new. Be proud of who you are...I know I am!
Come back tomorrow to see what happened on that day in Black history! Stay inspired!!
I love learning tidbits of information that most people don't know about the amazing contributions of Black people to these united states. So, each day I'll share with the world all kinds of historical information about my people...Black people.
I'm ethnocentric, yeah I know. I have love for all people...ESPECIALLY Black people!
So, on this day (01 February) in Black history:
1902: Langston Hughes, one of my FAVORITE authors, was born.
1926: Carter G. Goodson aka the Father of Black History, succeeded with all his efforts to have Negro History Week. He started his fight in 1915, and wanted it to be in February because he felt that it would pay homage to and honor the birthdays of two people whom he felt had dramatically affected the lives of African Americans, Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglas.
1976: Black History MONTH begins!!
I don't want to overload you with TOO much Black history, but this is a great start to learning something new. Be proud of who you are...I know I am!
Come back tomorrow to see what happened on that day in Black history! Stay inspired!!
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Proud Meredith Angel
Anyone who knows me knows that I love Meredith College. No seriously...I absolutely LOVE Meredith College! I've had some of the best experiences of my life at this private female college in Raleigh, NC and I want the world to understand that I'm so proud to be an Angel.
Tonight, I had the privilege of attending the first event for the Class of 2008. 15 of us gathered at the Alumni House and ate, laughed, reminisced, and spoke about the current heartbeat of the campus. We shared concerns about the current climate and conditions of the campus, inquired about what we could do to improve the current state of affairs, and stressed the importance of alumni support.
Meredith College is an amazing place for women to become global citizens, study abroad, and become leaders in business, technology, and changing the world for the better. The faculty and staff are supportive and appreciate the fresh ideas and passion that Meredith students and alumna possess. Current and former students alike become intertwined as they prepare for and participate in Meredith traditions, and engage in healthy competitions between the even and odd graduating classes.
I learned something special tonight. I learned a lesson in giving, not just monetarily, but in investing my time and talents in a plethora of ways in an effort to help Meredith College maintain it's strong and competitive place amongst private female colleges in the state of North Carolina and beyond. I've learned that the hearts of the Angels that I had fellowship with tonight are pure and genuine, and I'm proud to be a Meredith Angel.
I'll be doing a lot more for the college I love so much, and I would encourage my fellow class of 2008 alumna to do the same. It only takes a moment and Meredith College would only benefit from our support. I'm thankful for the experiences and opportunities that Meredith College has allowed me to have, and so pleased to see that there is lots of love for this amazing educational institution.
Tonight, I had the privilege of attending the first event for the Class of 2008. 15 of us gathered at the Alumni House and ate, laughed, reminisced, and spoke about the current heartbeat of the campus. We shared concerns about the current climate and conditions of the campus, inquired about what we could do to improve the current state of affairs, and stressed the importance of alumni support.
Meredith College is an amazing place for women to become global citizens, study abroad, and become leaders in business, technology, and changing the world for the better. The faculty and staff are supportive and appreciate the fresh ideas and passion that Meredith students and alumna possess. Current and former students alike become intertwined as they prepare for and participate in Meredith traditions, and engage in healthy competitions between the even and odd graduating classes.
I learned something special tonight. I learned a lesson in giving, not just monetarily, but in investing my time and talents in a plethora of ways in an effort to help Meredith College maintain it's strong and competitive place amongst private female colleges in the state of North Carolina and beyond. I've learned that the hearts of the Angels that I had fellowship with tonight are pure and genuine, and I'm proud to be a Meredith Angel.
I'll be doing a lot more for the college I love so much, and I would encourage my fellow class of 2008 alumna to do the same. It only takes a moment and Meredith College would only benefit from our support. I'm thankful for the experiences and opportunities that Meredith College has allowed me to have, and so pleased to see that there is lots of love for this amazing educational institution.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Disappointed in Myself
It's been a little while since I've posted to this blog and honestly, I don't really have an excuse for it. I'm maintaining a teaching blog where I'm preparing Spanish lessons, but this blog is supposed to be the heartbeat of my writing experience. I'm writing a book and this blog is supposed to help prepare me.
I've successfully completed the 21 day Daniel fast, yet I don't feel successful. The fast was supposed to be so much more than no meats, no sweets, and no dairy...it was supposed to be my platform to catapult me into the next level of prayer with my Savior. I feel like I've completely pissed away the experience and opportunity to maximize the full effects of fasting.
One good thing that came out of the fasting experience is the way I see food now. A month ago, I would have told you that my sweet tooth rules my life. Now I can honestly say that I don't see sweets the same way. I still really enjoy them, but not having them for 3 weeks has made me see that I can survive a day without chocolate.
Food was a source of comfort for me, my go to, problem solving solution for stress, depression, anxiety, and anything else that life would decide to throw my way. My life is not without challenge and fasting has helped me realize that food is my source of fuel and that my Father is my source for everything else. Eating never solved my problems...if anything it compounded them. Sweets and junk food were my vices for being lazy and ultimately becoming depressed about my situation. I was still frustrated and going through the challenges of life, only this time with the Lord as my sweet satisfaction.
I still feel like I'm on the brink of something great and honestly, I don't even feel like it's too late for me to tap in the blessings of God. I want to be consistent. Every day, without fail, do the things I'm supposed to do and trust in the Lord with all my heart...EVERY day. What's stopping me? Who's stopping me?
I am...
Thankfully, the Lord sees fit for me to see another day. Another opportunity to get things right and get it together. As I type these words, I think about the song by Kanye West and Jay Z, Going H.A.M., and that's exactly what I have to do with everything in my life. I've gotta go hard ALWAYS. No excuses, no pity parties...just go harder ever and expect greatness. I expect greatness, and getting mad at myself only motivates me to do better because I don't want to stay the person I am. I want to be a woman of integrity and a woman after God's heart. Greatness...it's my destiny.
I've successfully completed the 21 day Daniel fast, yet I don't feel successful. The fast was supposed to be so much more than no meats, no sweets, and no dairy...it was supposed to be my platform to catapult me into the next level of prayer with my Savior. I feel like I've completely pissed away the experience and opportunity to maximize the full effects of fasting.
One good thing that came out of the fasting experience is the way I see food now. A month ago, I would have told you that my sweet tooth rules my life. Now I can honestly say that I don't see sweets the same way. I still really enjoy them, but not having them for 3 weeks has made me see that I can survive a day without chocolate.
Food was a source of comfort for me, my go to, problem solving solution for stress, depression, anxiety, and anything else that life would decide to throw my way. My life is not without challenge and fasting has helped me realize that food is my source of fuel and that my Father is my source for everything else. Eating never solved my problems...if anything it compounded them. Sweets and junk food were my vices for being lazy and ultimately becoming depressed about my situation. I was still frustrated and going through the challenges of life, only this time with the Lord as my sweet satisfaction.
I still feel like I'm on the brink of something great and honestly, I don't even feel like it's too late for me to tap in the blessings of God. I want to be consistent. Every day, without fail, do the things I'm supposed to do and trust in the Lord with all my heart...EVERY day. What's stopping me? Who's stopping me?
I am...
Thankfully, the Lord sees fit for me to see another day. Another opportunity to get things right and get it together. As I type these words, I think about the song by Kanye West and Jay Z, Going H.A.M., and that's exactly what I have to do with everything in my life. I've gotta go hard ALWAYS. No excuses, no pity parties...just go harder ever and expect greatness. I expect greatness, and getting mad at myself only motivates me to do better because I don't want to stay the person I am. I want to be a woman of integrity and a woman after God's heart. Greatness...it's my destiny.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
One Whole Week
Well, we're 7 days into the New Year and things are off to a good start. I've been busy writing and very excited about my upcoming projects. I've been working on my first book for a while now, but never really put a deadline to it. I now have a deadline of June 30th. It's scary to think that I'll have a book completely written by then, but it's driving me to produce some good work. I want it to be successful and I want my book to make a difference in someone's life.
With the vision of completing my first book, I've also had ideas for children's books as well. I'm currently writing my first children's book, and will also be writing a book teaching children how to speak Spanish. I actually have 3 completed children's books...in my head. It's must a matter of getting them from my head onto the page. I've given myself a deadline of April 30th for these children's books to be completed.
I'm now on Day 7 of the Daniel fast and I must say that I'm pretty proud of myself. I haven't fallen off the wagon. I am frustrated with myself because while I'm fasting from certain foods, I'm still not utilizing my time wisely with prayer and worship. The purpose of my participation in the Daniel fast is to seek His face daily. I get up early in the morning, but I've allowed my concerns to consume my mind. I find it difficult to concentrate on His Word because I've allowed myself to become distracted by other thoughts. I'm thankful that the Lord is so forgiving, and has allowed me to see another day.
There's so much work to be done and I'm becoming a little overwhelmed by it all, but I've go to shift my focus and take one step at a time towards achieving my goals. I really don't have time to become overwhelmed, but I do. I want success and financial freedom. I want a meaningful relationship with my Father, and I want to do His will.
Thank you Father for the desire to get it right. I want to do Your will, but I'm scared. I love You and know that You haven't given me the spirit of fear. I will walk boldly in Your word because I trust You. Bless You Lord and thank You.
With the vision of completing my first book, I've also had ideas for children's books as well. I'm currently writing my first children's book, and will also be writing a book teaching children how to speak Spanish. I actually have 3 completed children's books...in my head. It's must a matter of getting them from my head onto the page. I've given myself a deadline of April 30th for these children's books to be completed.
I'm now on Day 7 of the Daniel fast and I must say that I'm pretty proud of myself. I haven't fallen off the wagon. I am frustrated with myself because while I'm fasting from certain foods, I'm still not utilizing my time wisely with prayer and worship. The purpose of my participation in the Daniel fast is to seek His face daily. I get up early in the morning, but I've allowed my concerns to consume my mind. I find it difficult to concentrate on His Word because I've allowed myself to become distracted by other thoughts. I'm thankful that the Lord is so forgiving, and has allowed me to see another day.
There's so much work to be done and I'm becoming a little overwhelmed by it all, but I've go to shift my focus and take one step at a time towards achieving my goals. I really don't have time to become overwhelmed, but I do. I want success and financial freedom. I want a meaningful relationship with my Father, and I want to do His will.
Thank you Father for the desire to get it right. I want to do Your will, but I'm scared. I love You and know that You haven't given me the spirit of fear. I will walk boldly in Your word because I trust You. Bless You Lord and thank You.
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