Anyone who knows me knows that I love Meredith College. No seriously...I absolutely LOVE Meredith College! I've had some of the best experiences of my life at this private female college in Raleigh, NC and I want the world to understand that I'm so proud to be an Angel.
Tonight, I had the privilege of attending the first event for the Class of 2008. 15 of us gathered at the Alumni House and ate, laughed, reminisced, and spoke about the current heartbeat of the campus. We shared concerns about the current climate and conditions of the campus, inquired about what we could do to improve the current state of affairs, and stressed the importance of alumni support.
Meredith College is an amazing place for women to become global citizens, study abroad, and become leaders in business, technology, and changing the world for the better. The faculty and staff are supportive and appreciate the fresh ideas and passion that Meredith students and alumna possess. Current and former students alike become intertwined as they prepare for and participate in Meredith traditions, and engage in healthy competitions between the even and odd graduating classes.
I learned something special tonight. I learned a lesson in giving, not just monetarily, but in investing my time and talents in a plethora of ways in an effort to help Meredith College maintain it's strong and competitive place amongst private female colleges in the state of North Carolina and beyond. I've learned that the hearts of the Angels that I had fellowship with tonight are pure and genuine, and I'm proud to be a Meredith Angel.
I'll be doing a lot more for the college I love so much, and I would encourage my fellow class of 2008 alumna to do the same. It only takes a moment and Meredith College would only benefit from our support. I'm thankful for the experiences and opportunities that Meredith College has allowed me to have, and so pleased to see that there is lots of love for this amazing educational institution.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Disappointed in Myself
It's been a little while since I've posted to this blog and honestly, I don't really have an excuse for it. I'm maintaining a teaching blog where I'm preparing Spanish lessons, but this blog is supposed to be the heartbeat of my writing experience. I'm writing a book and this blog is supposed to help prepare me.
I've successfully completed the 21 day Daniel fast, yet I don't feel successful. The fast was supposed to be so much more than no meats, no sweets, and no dairy...it was supposed to be my platform to catapult me into the next level of prayer with my Savior. I feel like I've completely pissed away the experience and opportunity to maximize the full effects of fasting.
One good thing that came out of the fasting experience is the way I see food now. A month ago, I would have told you that my sweet tooth rules my life. Now I can honestly say that I don't see sweets the same way. I still really enjoy them, but not having them for 3 weeks has made me see that I can survive a day without chocolate.
Food was a source of comfort for me, my go to, problem solving solution for stress, depression, anxiety, and anything else that life would decide to throw my way. My life is not without challenge and fasting has helped me realize that food is my source of fuel and that my Father is my source for everything else. Eating never solved my problems...if anything it compounded them. Sweets and junk food were my vices for being lazy and ultimately becoming depressed about my situation. I was still frustrated and going through the challenges of life, only this time with the Lord as my sweet satisfaction.
I still feel like I'm on the brink of something great and honestly, I don't even feel like it's too late for me to tap in the blessings of God. I want to be consistent. Every day, without fail, do the things I'm supposed to do and trust in the Lord with all my heart...EVERY day. What's stopping me? Who's stopping me?
I am...
Thankfully, the Lord sees fit for me to see another day. Another opportunity to get things right and get it together. As I type these words, I think about the song by Kanye West and Jay Z, Going H.A.M., and that's exactly what I have to do with everything in my life. I've gotta go hard ALWAYS. No excuses, no pity parties...just go harder ever and expect greatness. I expect greatness, and getting mad at myself only motivates me to do better because I don't want to stay the person I am. I want to be a woman of integrity and a woman after God's heart. Greatness...it's my destiny.
I've successfully completed the 21 day Daniel fast, yet I don't feel successful. The fast was supposed to be so much more than no meats, no sweets, and no dairy...it was supposed to be my platform to catapult me into the next level of prayer with my Savior. I feel like I've completely pissed away the experience and opportunity to maximize the full effects of fasting.
One good thing that came out of the fasting experience is the way I see food now. A month ago, I would have told you that my sweet tooth rules my life. Now I can honestly say that I don't see sweets the same way. I still really enjoy them, but not having them for 3 weeks has made me see that I can survive a day without chocolate.
Food was a source of comfort for me, my go to, problem solving solution for stress, depression, anxiety, and anything else that life would decide to throw my way. My life is not without challenge and fasting has helped me realize that food is my source of fuel and that my Father is my source for everything else. Eating never solved my problems...if anything it compounded them. Sweets and junk food were my vices for being lazy and ultimately becoming depressed about my situation. I was still frustrated and going through the challenges of life, only this time with the Lord as my sweet satisfaction.
I still feel like I'm on the brink of something great and honestly, I don't even feel like it's too late for me to tap in the blessings of God. I want to be consistent. Every day, without fail, do the things I'm supposed to do and trust in the Lord with all my heart...EVERY day. What's stopping me? Who's stopping me?
I am...
Thankfully, the Lord sees fit for me to see another day. Another opportunity to get things right and get it together. As I type these words, I think about the song by Kanye West and Jay Z, Going H.A.M., and that's exactly what I have to do with everything in my life. I've gotta go hard ALWAYS. No excuses, no pity parties...just go harder ever and expect greatness. I expect greatness, and getting mad at myself only motivates me to do better because I don't want to stay the person I am. I want to be a woman of integrity and a woman after God's heart. Greatness...it's my destiny.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
One Whole Week
Well, we're 7 days into the New Year and things are off to a good start. I've been busy writing and very excited about my upcoming projects. I've been working on my first book for a while now, but never really put a deadline to it. I now have a deadline of June 30th. It's scary to think that I'll have a book completely written by then, but it's driving me to produce some good work. I want it to be successful and I want my book to make a difference in someone's life.
With the vision of completing my first book, I've also had ideas for children's books as well. I'm currently writing my first children's book, and will also be writing a book teaching children how to speak Spanish. I actually have 3 completed children's books...in my head. It's must a matter of getting them from my head onto the page. I've given myself a deadline of April 30th for these children's books to be completed.
I'm now on Day 7 of the Daniel fast and I must say that I'm pretty proud of myself. I haven't fallen off the wagon. I am frustrated with myself because while I'm fasting from certain foods, I'm still not utilizing my time wisely with prayer and worship. The purpose of my participation in the Daniel fast is to seek His face daily. I get up early in the morning, but I've allowed my concerns to consume my mind. I find it difficult to concentrate on His Word because I've allowed myself to become distracted by other thoughts. I'm thankful that the Lord is so forgiving, and has allowed me to see another day.
There's so much work to be done and I'm becoming a little overwhelmed by it all, but I've go to shift my focus and take one step at a time towards achieving my goals. I really don't have time to become overwhelmed, but I do. I want success and financial freedom. I want a meaningful relationship with my Father, and I want to do His will.
Thank you Father for the desire to get it right. I want to do Your will, but I'm scared. I love You and know that You haven't given me the spirit of fear. I will walk boldly in Your word because I trust You. Bless You Lord and thank You.
With the vision of completing my first book, I've also had ideas for children's books as well. I'm currently writing my first children's book, and will also be writing a book teaching children how to speak Spanish. I actually have 3 completed children's books...in my head. It's must a matter of getting them from my head onto the page. I've given myself a deadline of April 30th for these children's books to be completed.
I'm now on Day 7 of the Daniel fast and I must say that I'm pretty proud of myself. I haven't fallen off the wagon. I am frustrated with myself because while I'm fasting from certain foods, I'm still not utilizing my time wisely with prayer and worship. The purpose of my participation in the Daniel fast is to seek His face daily. I get up early in the morning, but I've allowed my concerns to consume my mind. I find it difficult to concentrate on His Word because I've allowed myself to become distracted by other thoughts. I'm thankful that the Lord is so forgiving, and has allowed me to see another day.
There's so much work to be done and I'm becoming a little overwhelmed by it all, but I've go to shift my focus and take one step at a time towards achieving my goals. I really don't have time to become overwhelmed, but I do. I want success and financial freedom. I want a meaningful relationship with my Father, and I want to do His will.
Thank you Father for the desire to get it right. I want to do Your will, but I'm scared. I love You and know that You haven't given me the spirit of fear. I will walk boldly in Your word because I trust You. Bless You Lord and thank You.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Invaluable Friendship
Yesterday was the most amazing day for me! I got the opportunity to catch up with 2 very good friends of mine and become inspired by both women. Through these connections, I've been presented the opportunity to achieve success in my various pursuits and encouraged to stay the course of my dreams.
Anyone who knows me knows that my love for Meredith College runs deep and I cherish the connections and affiliations I have with my alma mater. I love to go on campus and visit with various faculty and staff, and maintain a strong connection with them via Facebook, Twitter, and my Blackberry. Once I have a connection with people, I do my best to stay in contact with them.
I had lunch today with one of my former Sociology professors at Meredith College. We hadn't seen each other for a while, but managed to maintain contact via text messaging or Facebook. Today we were able to meet for lunch, which turned into a 5 1/2 hour catch up session. It was great! We laughed and talked about our lives and our new side business ventures. We shared experiences and reminisced about our days at Meredith College. She is so supportive and encouraging, and catching up with her has motivated me to press even harder towards reaching my goals personally and professionally.
From the lunch time catch up session, I made my way to the home of one of my dearest friends, Antoinette. We studied Spanish together at Meredith and have since become really great friends. She understands me in a way that most people don't and see potential in me that I sometimes don't realize I possess. I got to her apartment at around 6 pm and just got in the house at 3:30 am. 3:30 AM!
Our time together was uplifting to say the least. Antoinette has a way of ministering to me that gets my attention and motivates me to adopt different perspectives on my current situations or circumstances. We brainstormed on business ideas, caught up on each other's lives, laughed, and shared inspiration with each other. She encouraged me to do what I love and to not be afraid to say what I want to say because I have so much to share with the world.
I have lots and lots of friends, but there are few friends that understand the call on my life. I love all my friends and cherish each and every one of them, but there are a handful of them that I love dearly. They've been with me through some of the most challenging times of my life and they STILL love me unconditionally, and for that I'm forever grateful.
Heavenly Father, I thank you for my friends. Thank you for allowing us to meet and experience life together. Thank you for choosing me to become part their lives. Lord, I ask that you bless each and every one of my friends beyond all they could ever ask or think. Deliver them, save them, heal them, restore them, and keep them, Father. Protect them and bless their homes, their children, and their families. I thank You in advance and give You all the praise, honor, and glory. Hallellujah...amen.
Anyone who knows me knows that my love for Meredith College runs deep and I cherish the connections and affiliations I have with my alma mater. I love to go on campus and visit with various faculty and staff, and maintain a strong connection with them via Facebook, Twitter, and my Blackberry. Once I have a connection with people, I do my best to stay in contact with them.
I had lunch today with one of my former Sociology professors at Meredith College. We hadn't seen each other for a while, but managed to maintain contact via text messaging or Facebook. Today we were able to meet for lunch, which turned into a 5 1/2 hour catch up session. It was great! We laughed and talked about our lives and our new side business ventures. We shared experiences and reminisced about our days at Meredith College. She is so supportive and encouraging, and catching up with her has motivated me to press even harder towards reaching my goals personally and professionally.
From the lunch time catch up session, I made my way to the home of one of my dearest friends, Antoinette. We studied Spanish together at Meredith and have since become really great friends. She understands me in a way that most people don't and see potential in me that I sometimes don't realize I possess. I got to her apartment at around 6 pm and just got in the house at 3:30 am. 3:30 AM!
Our time together was uplifting to say the least. Antoinette has a way of ministering to me that gets my attention and motivates me to adopt different perspectives on my current situations or circumstances. We brainstormed on business ideas, caught up on each other's lives, laughed, and shared inspiration with each other. She encouraged me to do what I love and to not be afraid to say what I want to say because I have so much to share with the world.
I have lots and lots of friends, but there are few friends that understand the call on my life. I love all my friends and cherish each and every one of them, but there are a handful of them that I love dearly. They've been with me through some of the most challenging times of my life and they STILL love me unconditionally, and for that I'm forever grateful.
Heavenly Father, I thank you for my friends. Thank you for allowing us to meet and experience life together. Thank you for choosing me to become part their lives. Lord, I ask that you bless each and every one of my friends beyond all they could ever ask or think. Deliver them, save them, heal them, restore them, and keep them, Father. Protect them and bless their homes, their children, and their families. I thank You in advance and give You all the praise, honor, and glory. Hallellujah...amen.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Making a Change
It is 2:43 am and I'm unloading my mind and watching Oprah on ABC. She's interviewing J.K. Rowling and I'm absolutely fascinated. As I sit on my couch and blog, I'm learning from both of these amazing women. I must confess that this is my 2nd time in a 24 hour period watching this interview. I must also confess that Oprah is NOT one of my favorite people.
Please don't get me wrong...I USED to LOVE me some Oprah! When she first came on the scene she was awesome. She was fresh and new and unique. There was no one on television like her. She was a black woman attacking real life issues and had come from very humble beginnings. However, as she began to gain popularity, she began to lose something in my opinion. Slowly and gradually, she acquired an air of self righteousness...a sickening air of self righteousness. From promises to little girls in South Africa that she would keep them safe to the outrage of Hermes in Italy not allowing her to shop AFTER the store had already closed, and her comment about that experience being "the most humiliating thing that ever happened to her". That was the straw that broke the camel's back for me.
What's funny is that I'm so proud of her and all that she has accomplished and I'm proud to say that I remember when her show first aired. I'm proud of the path that she's paved for so many women from all races, cultures, and socioeconomic backgrounds to shatter the proverbial glass ceilings that still exist in corporate America. One of the things I'm most proud of is her philanthropic spirit. She gives enormously and has served as an inspiration to millions of people around the world.
This interview with J.K. Rowling is absolutely amazing because it shows a very human side to her. She's exposing her true concerns about her future and the next chapter in her life. These two billionaires are so completely humble and candid with their feelings and experiences that it has provoked me to rekindle a relationship with a woman with whom I would say very little about. I'm now receptive to learn from her and allow her words and advice to encourage me as well.
Thank you Oprah, for sharing your world with us for 25 years. You are truly blessed of God. I respect your work and truly appreciate all that you do for people.
Please don't get me wrong...I USED to LOVE me some Oprah! When she first came on the scene she was awesome. She was fresh and new and unique. There was no one on television like her. She was a black woman attacking real life issues and had come from very humble beginnings. However, as she began to gain popularity, she began to lose something in my opinion. Slowly and gradually, she acquired an air of self righteousness...a sickening air of self righteousness. From promises to little girls in South Africa that she would keep them safe to the outrage of Hermes in Italy not allowing her to shop AFTER the store had already closed, and her comment about that experience being "the most humiliating thing that ever happened to her". That was the straw that broke the camel's back for me.
What's funny is that I'm so proud of her and all that she has accomplished and I'm proud to say that I remember when her show first aired. I'm proud of the path that she's paved for so many women from all races, cultures, and socioeconomic backgrounds to shatter the proverbial glass ceilings that still exist in corporate America. One of the things I'm most proud of is her philanthropic spirit. She gives enormously and has served as an inspiration to millions of people around the world.
This interview with J.K. Rowling is absolutely amazing because it shows a very human side to her. She's exposing her true concerns about her future and the next chapter in her life. These two billionaires are so completely humble and candid with their feelings and experiences that it has provoked me to rekindle a relationship with a woman with whom I would say very little about. I'm now receptive to learn from her and allow her words and advice to encourage me as well.
Thank you Oprah, for sharing your world with us for 25 years. You are truly blessed of God. I respect your work and truly appreciate all that you do for people.
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