Oh, how I've missed you, Dear Blog! I have a lot on my mind and that means that I have a lot to talk about. I love the experiences of my life because they all help mold and shape me into a better person. My mind is literally overwhelmed with thoughts and my fingers can't seem to type fast enough. Where do I begin? What topic do I want to pour out onto my blog today? This may be why I really need to write on my blog EVERY day. I have a good reason for not writing on it though, I promise.
One of the first thoughts that comes to mind is my status at the high school that I work for. I don't seem to have the respect that I really feel I deserve as an educator because I don't have my certification...yet. I'm currently studying for my state certification in Spanish, however, the treatment that I receive from some of my co-workers is pretty amazing. It really kinda puts me in the mindset of the Jim Crow era, not just because I'm African American and my counterparts are Anglo, but the subtle nuances that I experience when dealing with certain individuals makes me thankful for being a powerhouse. I already know that I'm a triple threat because I'm female, black, and biligual. I'm fully aware that I'm highly desirable in almost every sector and have lots of flexibility.
I really engage my students in conversation and love to hear what they have to say. It's really interesting to hear their viewpoints on life and certain situations. I sit with the students at lunch, bring them snacks, and try to make sure that they have what they need to get their work done. Tonight during dinner break, my students expressed why they think I'm experiencing such "hate" from my co-worker. I was told that it's because of jealousy. I further inquired about their opinion and they indicated that I was one of the coolest teachers that the school has seen in a while and that all the students love me. I wasn't quite sure how to take that.
It's so good to be loved...
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