I've made some pretty drastic choices over the last week and I'm not turning back from it! I swear, if I wasn't so damn determined and stubborn I'd be dead by now. I've gotten mad at myself, almost destroyed myself, encouraged myself...and now I'm working on myself and getting back to the Lennis I know and love.
Things haven't been so great for me and I've been greatly affected by the distractions in my life instead of using those distractions as motivation to catapult me towards my goals and dreams. I'm ready to face my challenges head on and have the mentality and mental stability to conquer anything that comes my way. I had almost forgotten how much I love me...I just adore me! I'm worth so much more than I've been willing to accept from others and have accepted from others. I am worthy so much more than what's been given to me thus far and I'm fighting til my last breath to get what I want and feel I deserve.
Change is such a beautiful thing because even the most subtle change can make everything seem so much better and so drastically different than before. I've made some physical changes...some I like and some I definitely don't like. The beauty is that I can always changes what I don't like and I've decided to do that starting today. I'm improving on one change I've made and I love the result. I feel more free now than I've ever felt in my life.
Embrace change. You will be so much better for it and will experience such growth because you've learned to become adaptable.
THIS is the best thing i've read all day!!! "a little change will do u good!!!" love u, girl!
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