It is January 17, 2010 and my year has already gotten of to a rocky start. I'm not going to waste my time venting or whining about the woes of my life, but I will say that part of my issues have been the fact that I'm rather undisciplined when it comes to so many things. I want to get things done, but I get so easily overwhelmed that I just shut down.
So today I'm making a commitment to myself and to you. I'm committing to recommit to my goals and desires. I want to write EVERY day. I want to work out at least 3 days a week. I want to have a side hustle. I've decided that my side hustles are to tutor Spanish and to complete and publish my first book this year.
I think that part of what overwhelms me is the fact that my goals have other issues that affect the completion or maintenance of said goal. For instance, I want to work out at least 3 days a week, however, I've got to have healthy items in my cabinets to help support that workout goal. Eating healthy is expensive and I'm struggling to keep the basics in the house right now, let alone more fruits and veggies on a regular basis. That fact wears on me emotionally, which leads me to emotionally eat junk food. It's seems like a mad cycle. I get so disgusted and overwhelmed by what I need that I just shut down and don't do anything. How do I stop it?
The other goals are fairly simple. I do love to write and posting on my blog really helps me clear my head and say what's really going on in my life and what truly affects me. I really do enjoy blogging and will include these blogs in my book, which should be out by the end of the year.
I am committed to my re-commitment to myself. I'm committing to being selfish and getting thing done for me...and I'm proud of that. Today I've taken a small step and completed one goal...I blogged.
Now I get to scratch that goal off my To Do List today...
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